"If I were God"
Some months back, I heard myself saying “Lord, not again, does it ever end? I really do think I deserve a break”. I remember at one point talking to a trusted confidant and saying it feels like as a Christian, you just move from one victory to another battle before you are done savoring the taste of victory. I don’t know if you have ever felt like you could do with a full year of NO challenges, worries, needs or wants around you. I certainly do…I mean it will be great to wake up every morning just praising, worshiping and thanking God, bringing no requests before him. God, been my ever present help in time of need, saw me through that battle and I thank him for His mercies. About the same time, I heard a sermon that mentioned Solomon’s love for foreign women and it made me to look a bit more into Solomon’s life. These two seemly unrelated incidents opened my heart to ask myself some really tough questions and answer those questions with honesty. Allow me to share with you, but fir